Earlier this month, I felt like this:

Working 10+ hours a day at
iStyle leaves me lacking time and energy for myself, for the things I like, for the people that make me happy.
These gadgets might be cool, and I might love
Apple, but this is no good. If you want smart and interesting people working in your shops, you have to give them the time to be smart and interesting. I haven't had time to record a new
DoerCast episode in too long a time! I've haven't visited a museum in ages. I've spent my weekends mostly sleeping or idling around the house. I'm much more active than that. I need more.
I understand that jobs usually require 200% of a person, but, in order to be happy, I need time of my own. Because nothing is more expensive than my time - time to do whatever I want, and be whatever I want to be.
I understood many things these past few weeks. I know for a fact that I need
undefined; it's become a part of me - not only is it my playground, it's my way of leaving some sort of mark in this world (because, just like
the commercial says, the things you don't say are lost). And I will not give up so easily on the things that give meaning to my life. This December, despite my bad mood and lack of rest, I've discovered and rediscovered special people that shine (pathetic as it might shine) beautifully; I don't intend on giving them up anymore, either.
So:


I intend to play more, live more, do more.